"You are mad! " my family, classmate, friend says me so. I mad really? Probably they are right, but my heart is in the late night of countless difficult Mian cry toughly everywhere, I should go abroad, I should go abroad!

78 years ago, circulating in countrywide college such doggerel: Top-ranking student goes abroad, second-class the student takes office, 3 shed a student to enter a business. Going abroad it is thus clear that is an extremely auroral flourish, honorable thing. Acting when my whole university, my English is a department in best, going abroad to appear at me is inevitable. From the university 2 grade begin, I take an examination of TOEFL and GRE with respect to preparation. Countless early morning, the person of chummery still is in sleep, I had begun to carry a word on the back. Countless good evenings, friends play a ball game in the playground, chat on lawn, my person becomes imitate problem in the classroom. I restrain myself to add among them idea, comfort oneself with the beautiful dream that stands on exotic ave. I dare not play, be afraid that the heart plays wild.

Taking an examination of TOEFL for the first time is big the winter of 3, grade is too poor, I am so abashed that I dare not show a person, more self-distrust takes an examination of GRE. Big the winter of 4, I attended TOEFL exam again, achievement is passable, but should obtaining scholarship is insufficient.

I cannot forget forever big 4 graduation that year. Dine together, parted, each classmate asks me: "When to go? fast? " I am perfunctory to say fast fast, the face is ironed confoundedly, wish there is a hole on the ground immediately get.

I must go abroad! To prove I am more outstanding than someone else really, when leaving school yard, I pledge so.

With remarkable English level, I do the member that declare at customs in company of a foreign trade. The job is not tired, pay is rich and generous, but I did 4 many months to be fried squid, because I am not willing,work overtime. I clear away a thing calmly to leave, each days of life are spent in the choice, I can abandon playing happy, little earn money, take up the time that learns English is absolutely however not OK. I remember my oath well.

What this job is apart from the 2nd my job to amount to 5 months is long. During this, I close myself in the house to learn desperately, recumbent and scanty saving lives. Fortunately, my TOEFL and GRE result are right 1999, then I began application of endless enter a school.

Those are trifling in allowing me to apply for a process elliptically please and equipment making a person gets sufferring detail, I had been tormented memory is ambiguously by them, but I forget such one act setting not to drop forever: I ask the master worker of lodge ardently every day, the letter that there am me? See there is English letter on the envelope, I attack like panther, although I know the letter is likely,do not send me.
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